today

today was good; we finished at half ten. so walked down to alty..bought tickets for valentines day, and then went to eat in frankie and bennies..i ate..stupid me.
Then you came outside. which worried me cos i didnt want you ruining everything again.
Anyway, food was good..so then we went to watch the films..it was actually so good.
it depressed me though, loads of happy people..happy..with other people..being happy..when im alone..not happy. with a load of twats in my year who make me ...unhappy. and none of them are fit like the ones in the film..urgh unhappy!
but anyway i cried at the film, not cos it was sad..just cos i miss having someone around just to care for fucking once. then i went and met evie..which was good. but i saw you, luckily you didnt see me. i know YOU saw me though and its so fucking obvious you were avoiding me, you do it all the time, its like you can text me but you cant say hey in real life. so dont fucking text me when i know you dont mean it. so fuck off.
and as for you i really cant be bothered. you always go on about how everyone loves you. and evie has made me realize how ANNOYING you are..and how he fancies you and how youve just ruined everything. you talked to me..i just was blunt. i think.
But yes. hale was okay, slightly annoying how you were there, i just couldnt be bothered with anything anyone especially when you know when there looking down their nose at you. piss off and get a fucking life you twat.