im not going to give up on you.

today made me realize
That i dont want anything to do with guys anymore..nothing atall.
That i cannot be bothered wasting my time worrying about some people.
that i want to spend alot more time with evie, because i didnt have enough time today and i had a really good time.
That i really shouldnt go quiet and get nervous when im around people i know dont like me.
That i need to stop worrying about fucking everything.
That i need to stop being so self concious..i dont care anymore.
That i need to save money.
That i need to do a lot of things and i cant remember any of them..
THAT YOU NEED TO PISS OFF AND STOP FUCKING STALKING ME.
That i need to go to the gym more..that i need to find out what im doing tomorow.
That i should stop being nice to you when i really dont like you.
That i should stop getting sucked in to all this bullshit, when really you dont love me so stop lying.
That i need to stop being stupid and stupid stupid
That i need to be quiet.