i hated today. i got up late. which caused me an awful headache. And i realised that nobody really cares about me. And that i dont even have a family anymore properly. My mums arguing with me saying i cant go out, i didnt go out today so there you fucking go..but tomorow im going out with one of my very few friends i have left so fuck off.
Im sat in bed now, in one of those moods..waiting for my mum to come home and pretend im not here.
The pool didnt help much today, it only reminded me that i have to leave and go back to real life, and that i cant sit in a room full of steam forever, and block everything out. And remember i do actually have a life.. a really bad one.
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