writing my essay got boring so i thought id come on here..nothing exciting though nobody i want to talk to is online. fuck.
today kinda sucked...alot. i needed to talk to somebody but i no longer have anyone left in the form, you've sucked them in. even my so called best friends. i have nobody that will listen or pay attention to me anymore. You bum off her so much, and youve turned into a really hurtful person asking me questions this afternoon why i have a person on facebook when i dont know them..well i have news for you! ive looked at your mutual friends with me and you dont fucking know half of them you twat! that annoyed me..cos i could see you looking at her and smiling. half of the day i was trying to make conversation with you. because i feel your always annoyed with me. so i try to make things better. but it never really helps. i know you sorta like me. but you give her more attention that you would usually give me. but shes the new me..like completely..it never used to be like this.fml. but today i got to concentrate more and i got all my french right..even amani didnt, it made me feel a little proud, but i didnt say anything cos everyone else would've been like oh shut the fuck up becca you geek. plus i miss evie to talk tooo i read her bloggg and im glad she had a good time.. im wondering if anyone acatually reads these things, ohwell i need it.
i just had a burger king. fuck this its a friday and i didnt have lunch so i could treat myself later..im hoping i can go to the gym tomorow..i need it
omg will my dad actually leave me alone please. anyway, everyones going to your birthday meal tonight:) including you <3 most likely fuck sake shut up becca. i talk to myself often on here haha. hmm.. still slightly annoyed at today..ohwell.
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