so, yeh

So i just got back from the gym, and im tired i need a shower, i need to do homework and i have half my form having a go at me haha.
it doesnt really bother me that much but it does at the same time, the thing is when someone asks you a question and you dont see anything wrong with it, so you tell them the answer and then someones there like "why did you tell her i told you!" if its such a big deal then why did you tell her?
Hm i dont understand teenage people, i really dont. Plus tomorow im tired and its the end of the week, i feel like breaking down and im really not feeling up to going out, but i have to , so i am going to go, because i always cancel on people.
Did i mention how i cant be bothered with you anymore, i tell people never to give up but when it comes to myself, i give up too easily all the time. i cant help it , i just have no willpower -either.
But i dont understand, i think your a nice person even though you hate me its just why are you blaming me just because you opened your mouth and you cant take your own doings ist the furthest of i dont even have a word for it
to be honest i really really really hate my form, alot.
i dont hate the people, i hate the atmosphere, and i hate how nobody actually gives a shit, nobody actually cares about each other, and nobody actually gives a damn.