My internet went off , so im going to have to start all again. okay
well,It hurts because ive read that blog and its about my friend, even if its from your point of view;Anyway today wasnt so bad,I guess My legs still kill so i need to catch up in the gym.
So tonight i came home, turned my dvd on and put on sex and the city , for the 3rd time this week i think, it makes me feel better, and that i have potential, and that all of this pain is going to pay off one day, and that i can be as fabulous and succesful and have someone that actually cares for me, even if it is a fantasy, carrie bradshaw.
So im deleting all of my fan pages and a few friends, too clear out, and start a fresh, i need to stop being so needy , and so stupid, and so frustrating, i need to stop being becca. im not going to go to this thing on saturday anymore because im going to stay in with a real friend, if she texts me back sooner or later.
Im tired of everything too, work getting up, going anywhere, the only thing im not tired of is blogging and tumblr.
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