today was okay, and again im feeling fat. i just pigged out on everything. yesterday i had chips. And today i had like 4 dairy milks..okay maybe 3 but still but kept to drinking water and apples.
im gonna walk to hale tomorow and wait for dad. and then go to the gym.
I hope i dont fucking see you, i spent about a month liking you..and i think someones told you ive had 3 atttempts trying to talk to you. i actually hate you.
however i hope i see you tomorow, cos then i can give you a hug..not to make the other you jealous just to piss him off a little. and i wont fucking say hey to you anymore.
Im still so paranoid! about everything! about how i look more or less now..or when i see stuff on facebook that i think is about me. Tomorow a steam and swim will make me feel fuck loads better. its time alone i dont get anywhere else. even if it means people peadophiling on me. or whatever you call it. its quite funny actually its like fuck off im 13. you prick.
anyway im tired now.
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