"im fine"

i dont know why i called it that, because nobody asked what was up.
i was ignored all day, i dont know what ive done to you even when i make effort to talk. You turn away and talk to someone else, your bumming of everyone else infront of me, whispering to people, just generally making it obvious you dont care about me.
This afternoon ive never had to lock something up to much it becomes unbearable so in the afternoon i got my math results and ran to the toilets , i cant bear it anymore. so i just sat on the floor and cried for a while, i was disappointed with my grade even if it was only one mark off a b its still a c.
after school was as worse, you didnt wait for me. just as well i didnt see anyone. loner. im going to go to the gym now.